Ive been living alone know for 8 months trying to get on with my own life but after all this time i still cant help myself from missing you,you where once my dream come true but then that all turned u turn in to reality a worse dream i could ever have. Ever thing turned differently the way they used to be so i have no choice but try 2 let u go because you are my reason 4 my sleepless night coz u always on my mine u keep poping up an what u have done does i cant help but cry all the time all the stufe u have put me an are kids throught all the pain but the crazy thing is we still miss ue all are memories we had as a faimly an a copule play over an over in my head i wish i could hide these feelings i wish i could hide that i luv u because u do not deserve my luv my heart or my mined because of u are life never be the same again know that u are gone 4 ever i am trapped in loneliness forever unless some man can try 2 bloom my life with luv an joy an happnies i thought i never had 2 do this rais 2 kids on my own an its not like god took u from us u took u self from us from some thing u chosed 2 do an that was mess with are baby girl in so many sick an nasty ways how could a dad rap his own i still cant under stand why when u had me i did ever thing 4 u but not good enough but all i know is now all i can do is put it in gods hands an pray 4 the best 4 me an my kids an 4 thought who say i know a person can u realy site an say u do because i thought i did 8 years with this man but i was so wrong i never sean this coming but thank god gave me strenght leave when i did or i might never knew.