That's all I want and need right now...I am so tired of having mixed emotions...Been like this for months now...Have you ever experienced that before?!?!...Or am I the only one?!?!...Is it the norm to feel this way after so many disasterous relationships?!?!...
Do you ever just want to disappear for a while, run away from everyone and everything?!?!...Not tell anyone where you are going...Just want to be left alone?!?!... I Do!
Do you have a secret place that only you know off and run to whenever you feel like your world is falling apart...whenever you feel like no one cares... I Do!
Do you ever get tired of being told that only time will tell?!?!...Do you believe that absence makes the heart grow fonder and do you believe that it also can make you physically sick?...I Do!
See this picture below this entry?!?!...I wish I was there right now...all by myself...When I first saw this picture I thought," Wouldn't it be great to have a place of solitude like this, where I am the only one there and when I enter its doors all my worries, pains, tears , and sadness would be left at the door?!?!"
I picture myself strolling through gardens and exploring the many rooms and laying out in the courtyard at night, staring at the twinkling stars and the radiant moon shining brilliantly in the night sky. It's reflection on the water in the fountains magnificently shimmering...
I smell the scent of the flowers with every breeze that blows by me. The perfumes overwhelmingly taking over me and my thoughts.
Mmmmm....I do wish I had a place like this...
Do you believe in miracles?!?!...Do you believe that anything is possible?!?!...Do You Believe in dreamz come true?!?!...
I DO!!!
