Current mood: sad
Category: Romance and Relationships
Everytime i get my heart broken, i still manage to be shocked... After it being broken so many times, you'd think i'd be used to it and be immune to certain things.
But still as i stand here, once again heartbroken, i feel the rush of tears down my cheeks, dripping onto my shirt. I feel that dull but familiar burn and ache in my chest...... My mind at times racing with thoughts, no one should be forced to remember and at times blank as if my weary mind has just shut down......
And again i sit here wondering if it is all worth it.....
Love that is....
Is going through all of this over and over trying to find the one person i'm suppose to be with, enduring heartbreak after heartbreak, worth the love i may one day find????
Even in the midst of everything i have to say......
YES
If one didn't believe that love is worth the pain and heartache it takes finding it, why ever love at all?????
As i close my eyes i imagine my idea of love...sweet kisses on my cheek, my eyes looking into his, as if no one on earth exists but us, my hand on his cheek, my lips touch his warm soft lips, my heart fluttering, light but full....
of ~LOVE~
*Patrice*