People get used all the time.
Whether you want to admit it or not
Even those you care about have used you at some point
It all depends on the degree of which they used you if you choose to recognize it or not.
I’ve been used several times to help people understand that it’s better to speak your mind then letting things lie beneath the surface and tear you down inside.
The ting that bothers me the most about all of this is that maybe I feel that a certain level of respect is owed and it seems like those I choose to care about can’t seem to show me the same as what I show them.
I don’t get hurt by this because 9/10 time I choose not to feel and the one time that I do I have a cut off switch built into me.
I have the ability at what seems like the flick of a switch to go from caring to not at all.
Sure you can call this a wall of some sorts, but maybe the wall is still there cause I’ve never found anyone as genuine or pure as me and how I am when comes to wearing my heart on my sleeve.
People are to often caught up in the fact of how others perceive them so that won’t share feelings or show emotions.
I wouldn’t say I’ve ever gotten hurt by being like this, maybe just disappointed at times by those I chose to care for or give a little bit of an effort too.
The fact is though I was able to overcome it in hopes that someday someone will be able to change my opinion on how selfish people in the world are.
Right now I’m still right on how I think, but you never know.
Some people have come close, but in the end there true colors show and I move on a better person and they still end up miserable.
Some of you reading this will say that I seem like the one with the trust issues, but the truth is if you knew anything about my life and what I’ve been through you’d think that I’m stupid for ever having the word trust roll off my tongue.
Maybe you’re right, but I believe there’s always someone out there who can teach you something and well, I’m just waiting patently for them to come along.
And if they never do, I can find the pleasure in saying that I’ve seen all that life has to offer in my ventures and can say that I truly lead a life with no regrets.
How many of you can actually say that???
