My Grandma PHX passed away on the 26th of December. I really don't know how to fell. I really want to cry but I cant. Its hard to explain the relationship with my grandma. Growing up we saw her every spring break and every other Christmas. She was different not the one to hug first or say I love u. She would quilt blankets through out the year and we got quilts every Christmas. The service was held on Jan 3,2008. In PHX. Its was nice to get away and see family but ths is not the way. I'm still drained from the quick trip. All I want to do is sleep but I can't .
