i guess i constantly keep thinking it....and im hoping that its just not words...i hope that im not being to forward and i believe that the meaning behind these words are geuine...they are for me and they mean very much to me this whole having your peorid shit is a bitch...and i yea it is what it is a chick thing... and i should just shut up and not contuine this blog but i want to write something...and i feel so stupid for everything i want to say..but i cant seem to keep preoccupied long enough to not think but .......god...eventually ill come out and say it in fustreation***.....BLAH!!!!!!!!!!!!! :(