IT JUST KEEPS GETTING BETTER AND BETTER!!!!!!!!!
Just about the time you think it cant get any better, there comes a whole new feeling that you never knew before. I have never met any one in my life that can drive me crazy like my Baby does. I have never been one to sigh about anything, but i find myself doing that all the time and cant and dont want to controll it. I love her with all my heart and soul, and tell her every chance i get. Just being around her puts mE on an all time high that i love. I have never experience anything like it in my life.
I know, i know, yall are just thinking that im just making this up, because it cant be all that. But that is not so. Everything that you will be reading in my blogs will probably sound like something out of a fairy tale, but i assure you that it is all true. You all know that i have been married twice, and all the crap that i went thru with both of them. But this is something that is all together different. I have done alot of praying over the last 4 years that i have been single. I havent always listened to the answers that i got, and did what i wanted. But i have actually started to listen to the answers that i get when i pray. I have tried to clean my life up the best i can. I am nowhere close to perfect and never will be. But i am trying to be the best i can. I seem to spend alot more time in prayer now than i ever have, not questioning, whether this is the rite one or not. Because i have already gotten the answer on that. I pray more now, thanking GOD for what he has given me. God has to be very merciful, because he knows all the things that i have done and still has blessed me with a WONDERFUL WOMAN, to spend the rest of my life with. There is no doubt in my mind that she will be the one rocking rite beside me, if i make it to 90.
She had to be sent to me by GOD, so i call her my ANGEL. Because GOD sends angels to watch over us, and take care of us, and that is exactly what she is to me. She makes me happier than i have ever been in my life. I still dont understand what a woman that beautiful, would want with someone like me. But i thank GOD daily, (several times a day) for her. She is the reason i wake up in the morning. She is the first thing i think of in the morning and the last thing on my ming when i go to bed. If i go several hours without talking, or texting with her, it drives me crazy, because i miss her so bad. I know that this is going to sound really crazy, but we can spend all day together and within 2 minutes from us parting, my chest actually hurts. Feels like something is missing, and i need to get it back. It makes it hard to breathe.
Talking about breathing. I have to actually think about breathing when im with her, because i get to concentrating on her so much that that is all i am thinking about and forget to breathe. I guess that mite explaine all the sighing. Trying to get my breathe back. She can touch my arm, or run her fingers thru my hair and it feels like something is shocking me. At times is so strong, that if feels like im in an electric chair or something. My body literally has like mini convulsions, when she touches me, and i love it. I have never had anyone make me feel like that before. I feel like im a teenager again, and and going out on my first date. But that is everytime that i see her, not just the first time. I just think GOD for all that he has given me and now more than ever.
GOD has given me the LOVE OF A LIFE TIME, and i am constantly thanking him for that. There is no doubt in my mind that she is the one that GOD has set aside for me. She is so sweet and gentle. She really loves her work, and it shows. The people she works with and for all love her, and hate to see her leave. And i know that she would probably do it even if she didnt get paid for it. Well i guess i will close this one out for now, but just know that there willl be more to come, very soon. Hope you have all enjoyed this, and comment on it if you would like!!!
