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....so the other night I was laying in bed and I had a "daydream". I say daydream cause I know that I was not sleeping, and yet it was so vivid that it felt like I was not in bed anymore. I've thought about weather I should make this blog private or not and have decided to make it public because I'm curious to see what people will put for comments and what not. Well, here it is: I was standing in a field that could only be described as something very similar to the great plains......a vast field of rolling hills covered in lush green grass. There was a light, warm breeze blowing, sending ripples across the plain. I stood upon the top of one of the endless hills throughout that field. I looked around to see if there was anything about this place that would clue me in as to where I was at. The more I looked around the more I realized that I was standing in a vast nothingness. But to my surprise, Fear, Doubt, Anxiety nor Trepidation accosted me. While I was looking, I saw what looked like a figure very near the horizon. I left my eyes just drift right by the figure do to the fact that they weren't close enough to pose any threat......let alone close enough to see any distinguishing features. After I completed my attempt to figure out where I was, I looked in the direction of where I had saw that figure. And to my astonishment the figure seemed to be miles closer to me. I stood there pressing the palms of my hands against my eyes and rubbed them, thinking that maybe my eyes were playing tricks on me. I uncovered my eyes and looked again and my astonishment multiplied ten fold, along with my jaw hit the ground, for that figure was even closer. So close was this person I could see that it was a man. He was dressed is nondescript brown robes. His hair was cut real short, and he had just and outline of facial hair. He walked toward me and stopped just a few feet in front of me and he asked, "Will I ever find the happiness that I seek?" I looked him in the eyes and got the impression that he was a good man. One deserving of a happy life and all the benefits that come with it. "I have tried to make others happy in hopes that happiness will find me, but alas, the happiness I seek ever eludes me. But please don't get me wrong.......when I do something or say something that enriches the life of someone else it brings joy to my heart......but it doesn't fill it....not completely. I wish to find the happiness that I see in others in the world." He drops his head and I hear him whisper......."I feel so alone sometimes. I feel like the sense of joy and happiness that I seek is something that which will remain forever just out of my reach." He raises his head again and looks me in the eyes, unshed tears brimming the very edges of his emerald green eyes. He asks with all the sincerity in his heart, "Will I ever find the Happiness and Joy that I invoke and witness in others?" I reach out my hand and place it on his shoulder. I impart a sense of calm on him. I close my eyes and allow the words to flow from my beliefs and personal feels, "In my heart I feel that through your acts of kindness, your willingness to want to bring happiness to other, and your actions in following through with your longing to bring happiness to those who need and/or want it.........that the happiness you seek will find you. The joy you see in others will be yours to experience. The excitement that you see grip people as they feel that happiness and joy that you have brought them will be experienced by you. Never give up hope, and never feel that what you want and desire are never to be yours. I feel that if you do what you feel is right in your heart than the rewards will be given to you in a way that is most needed. Please friend, don't ever think that the happiness in want.....and I don't think that it is wrong in anyway to want it......is just out of your reach, and always will be. Cause before you know it that feeling of exquisite joy and the fullness that you are looking to fill your heart and soul, will embrace you before you can even extend your hand to touch it." I saw the corners of his mouth twitch up. He never once looked away from me while I was talking to him. He looked a little more calm, a little more relaxed, and above all, a little more at peace. I smiled widely and said, "I hope that my words, however minor they were, has helped in some way. And I hope that your journey will be a little less harsh and challenging to you. And always remember that happiness will be yours one day. It may be hard in the finding, but like I've always believed.......The best things in life are things that you fight for. Be those battles emotional, spiritual or what have you. If you believe it's worth fighting for then that is a battle that you will gain more than you realize.....and yes....happiness will follow." He smiled broadly and clasped my shoulder. He said to me,"I thank you, friend. You did not know me but still you have shown me compassion. I appreciate your words and yes they do help with my travels through life. I hope on day we will meet under different circumstances. Maybe in another life even. Farewell and I hope that your journey is filled with me joys of life. I see in your eyes that you are an old soul.....I also hope that you find the destination in which your soul seeks that you may one day be at peace as well." With that he turned and started his trek back across the endless fields. But before he left off the hill on which we stood I told him again, "Happiness will find you one day, my friend. Never give up hope and never give up the fight!" I smiled and waved a farewell to that man, who for some reason felt like a very close friend. When he turned and wave back he whispered to the wind, which brought it to my hear as he walked away, something which I will never forget. He said, "Remember your words, my friend. For they ring true for you too!".......... And with that I will end this blog and continue it another time.....and in another blog.
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