If you knew pain like me, maybe you wouldnt be so afraid. Pain is bealtiful in everyway, watch my heart just melt away when you peirce me, burn me, do what you want.. I hear the beat of a thousand songs, my hearts racing.. So what have I become? Sadomasichism takes over my life, and who will be the one to hold the knife? Too afraid of blood and despair. But I love it, listen. Hear the happiness and pleasure in my screams, see the smile benethe my tears.. Pain is beautiful.. I will show you.