ShatterheartBrokenWings's blog: "poems by gina"

PAIN

She slowly smiles trying to hide the tears that will betray her,
Showing the world how sad she really is.
If only if she could smile for real.
If only she can  hide it a little longer.
She hates for people to see her cry.
She doesn’t want anyone to ask her if she is ok.

All she ask is to die alone in this cold world
All she needs is a sudden death.
Something to take this pain away quickly.
Maybe if she is lucky,
Death will be knocking on her door tonight.
If only if that would be true.

She knows that she will never be love.
There for she will never try to love.
The poor girl had been broken.
Her poor heart cant take it no more.
There are to many pieces to even try to mend

Everyday is a count down to end.
Everyday she puts on her mask and hides her feelings.
Maybe one day someone will see though it.
Maybe someday someone could save her.
Save her from her pain.
Save her from herself.





















Good bye my love

I am sitting here begging for death
 Oh please come to me tonight
Oh when will he put me in my place
A place with no more sadness and no more pain
I would just like to say good bye to this world

I have walk this path to many times
A path of pain a path of hurt fill with sadness
Its making my heart shatter in pieces
Way to many to try to mend
I would like to say good bye to everyone

I am done walking this lonely road
I just want the pain to leave
I want to take my last breath
I want the my heart to take its last beat
All thanks to the hurt I have
I would like to say good bye to him

So this is my last plead to death
I am begging to end this soon
Please make it quick
My heart cant take it no more
Good bye my love