I’m just writing this down now before it slowly eats away at me
I just hope it’s a remedy to this pain that perhaps I caused upon myself
maybe it’s an inevitable pain that was bound to happen regardless of who or where I am
it hurts, but I wish it would stop—I know it will....eventually
I’m counting down the seconds, minutes, hours, days until I can smile—smile like I used to do and not worry about the pain coming back—sneaking up on me again....I just wish
I just wish it was so much easier than it sounds
it hurts—there’s no pain like this one—of being emotionally hurt
oh why can’t it be so much easier—I just wish it can