saddness building up in me
this pain i cant explain
twisted thoughts inside my head
nightmares so deranged
cutting me and stabbing me
bleedind from inside
yet my heart keeps beating
i am death deprived
the veins inside my skin
just continue pulsing
while my body starts to shake
rapidly convulsing
my eyes begin to water
spilling over the edge
everything thats happened
i just cant seem to forget.
I know I must have hurt you, caused you pain.
More, I know that I have lost your trust.
I wish I had that moment back again
To pulverize my carelessness and lust.
Sometimes we have to lose what we most cherish
To understand how much we are in need.
We play with life until we nearly perish
To dare the darkness, though within we bleed.
I need you as the Sun must have a rose
To turn its empty radiance to glory,
Or as a nation needs someone who knows
The secrets of its long-forgotten story.
I know my need of you more than before;
Thus for my trespass you may trust me more.
