NTZ's blog: "A Return Of Thought"

Amidst of my greatest lost. What it cost? My heart, another chip chiseled off. Statue sculpting, in memory of. She. Giver of a new start. Far apart, like grand canyon in between. Reality versus dream or long distant lovers chatting on computer screen. Fingertips like lips. Pressing against softly. Connected by the keys to doors of what can be.  Which can't be for me. New journey. No longer growing old together, that's whatever. That's it folks, nothing left to see. There's no truth to those rumors. Just rumors to those rumors. Left no room for us, no space to speak. On my feet, tip toeing to my beat. That slow thief stroll, sneak. Blinded in this darkness, reaching for the light I seek. At it's peak I tasted. Sugary sweet. Addicted. Gimme me. Gimme me. Feed me that L. O. V. E. Can get use of. Bring it to my future like she gave it at that present but now she's just a P. A. S. T. Let it be. Best thing for she. Best wishes. Great things come hopefully. Not as bright the star she me made be. Still shining. Never dimming. Never me. Putting this as a memory. Remember to stop the next possibility. Resist the next beautiful smile and hey said to me. Until I stand on top of the world, where I'm supposed to be. That's where I'm going to be.