Fair thee well my own true love. It's time I finally let you go. This dream I have nurtured for so long. Has finally set me free. My heart is broken. Lying shattered on the floor. From the journey love has lead me on. Bad choices as mistakes are made. Believing what they say. Naive no matter what the age. My heart it fell so easily. Yearning for that true love every girls dream. Slowly and painfully realizing it's not meant for me. Each and every failed attempt leading me closer to this time and place. Feeling used, abused, and tossed aside. Did they ever truly care? Or was it just me imagining what could never really be. I am not innocent in all these miss deeds. I willingly take responsibility. For the thing's I have brought upon myself. As I stare at the state of my heart. Not caring that it's fallen apart. I examine the pieces. Seeing parts of old relations. I had forgotten. Watching beautiful moments of those I love. Pass before my eyes, tears stream down my cheeks. Falling to mingle with parts that scared my heart. I look away trying to lock up the emotions. Reawakened by the images before my eyes. I turn and walk away. Willing to leave my heart and special dream. To try and salvage what's left of me. Not enough time left in life to waste. Which makes it easier to leave in haste. Turning my back on thing's that were such a waste. Wanting something that could never be. I walk away weeping for the true loves. That will never be.
