I just wanted to update my status ..... Since I didnt elaborate much in my last blog .I am so absolutly 100 % sure that my marriage is really really over this time . And I really am fine with it . People change . Feelings change . I have not felt so secure with myself in YEARS . I feel freedom . Like I was an animal and someone finally opened the cage and let me go . This proves to me that it really is for the best . I always knew I was strong enough to do it , but some hidden insecurity let me fall for all the lies and the deception time and time again . But i know in my heart that YOU CANT CHANGE SOMEONE and I do not love who he became over the past few years ......... So I am over him . I am over it .... And I am moving on with my life .... making decisions that are right for ME and my children ....... And I am proud of myself because I know that this is what is RIGHT !
