After being pregnant 10.5 weeks...I started bleeding and went into the hospital to find out that our baby had most likely stopped developing at 9 weeks and there was no longer a heartbeat. This is DEFINITELY the LOWEST time in my entire life. I still carry the baby with me until the my body decides to let it go....this is the most lost I think I have EVER felt. How do I start to grieve the loss of a baby that hasnt left my body yet?
