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Southern Vixen's blog: "Poetry"

created on 07/20/2011  |  http://fubar.com/poetry/b342445

 

I Want You To Notice

 

I want you to notice if I’m not around

I want you to miss me when I cannot be found.

I want you to love me as I love you

What I want doesn’t matter not even to a few.

 

When you’re not around the sun doesn’t shine

When I’m not around I don’t think you mind.

I wonder if it’s always been that the way

And I just didn’t realize ‘til today.

 

When you’re not around my mind tries to pursue

The reasons why you do as you do.

Is it from me that you’re trying to run

Or my imagination having cruel fun?

 

When you’re not around I feel so depressed

Abandoned, forsaken, desolate, and oppressed.

When I’m not around I don’t know how you feel

You keep things inside never expressing what’s real.

 

Yes I want you to love me, I really do

I want you to love me as I do you.

I want you to miss me when I cannot be found

I want you to notice if I’m not around.


Interpretation of Love

 

You haunt my dreams in such a way

I’m not sure what is real today

I dreamt of marrying but never did see

Who it was that was taking me.

 

Instinctively I knew who stood

At the alter where he drew my blood

For the groom I’m sure you couldn’t comprehend

Was a being who resides in the soul of my friend.

 

This dream you see would make most women dread

The thought of sharing this marriage bed

Because he was part of my friend’s soul when born

I cannot be afraid nor be forlorn.

 

For this friend my love runs so very deep

I will do anything for his love to keep

If I must be Lucifer’s bride for eternity

To be with him, I willingly agree.

 

Because of his amazing reaction

Of my dream in his interpretation

Happy together we certainly could be

Together forever perpetually.


Kiss Me Passionately

Kiss me passionately with all your might

Make me forget everything but you

Hold me in your arms every night

Make all my dreams come true

 

My heart is filled with such delight

Just thinking of being with you

I can’t believe how perfectly right

True love can be for two.

 

Look into my eyes and see the emotion

Emanating from within my heart

Swelling up like a wave in the ocean

Flowing freely with love to impart

 

For you I have such a sweet devotion

And have had right from the start.

I hope there never is the slightest notion

That our souls should ever part


Lay With Me

 

So many times I took for granted

That you would always be by my side

For your love I should have protected

And your passion for me kept alive

 

When you would come to me in the night

And simply lay by my side

Touching me felt so right

And my love for you I couldn’t hide

 

When the moments were getting heated

And amorous we did grow

You knew exactly what I needed

And your love for me you did show

 

Now when you come to me in the night

And ask me to lay by your side

I will fully enjoy you holding me tight

Never taking for granted your love will abide.


Lost

 

I’m lost and don’t know how to find

The me I know is deep inside

I’m hiding from this crazy life

That’s filled with so much grief and strife

 

I’m lost and don’t know what to do

My life was so connected to you

But now you’re gone, I’ve drove you away

Lost is how I guess I’ll stay.


Love

 

So many things have been left unsaid

They constantly turn around in my head

I know how I feel and I know what you say

But words are empty without actions displayed

I feel like we’re stagnant; not moving at all

I walk on eggshells whenever we talk

 

I love you completely and that you know

Our love I want to continually grow

But love cannot grow if it’s left on its own

For in love’s garden your skills you must hone

To grow in love you must nurture it each day

Or love, like a rose, will ultimately fade


 

My Feelings For You

I know you say you love me

And it really warms my heart

But you are never here you see

And so I fall apart

 

I know you’ve said you don’t feel well

And I don’t doubt that is true

All I know is it feels like hell

The way I’m missing you

 

I believed and took to heart when you said

I’m the only one with whom you can talk

And that you’d always be beside me in bed

But around you on egg shells I seem to walk.

 

I’m scared to tell you how I feel

For my fear it tells me to stay clear

And not to push you until you heal

From all that has transpired this year

 

I hurt for you in the middle of the night

When all is dark and I can’t sleep

There are no sounds, all is quiet

As thoughts of you in my mind do creep.

 

I think of all the things that we

Talked about in the fall

I wonder if you still think of me

Or if I enter your mind at all

 

You used say Hii beautiful

Each time you came online

Now you barely answer me

You never have the time

 

But I will always be here

 

My Inadequacies

 

Sometimes I feel so bad inside

I can’t keep out my foolish pride

If I could have you with me here

I think I could better calm my fear

Fear of pushing you away

Fear of losing you more each day

Fear that is nestled deep in my heart

Fear that makes me feel like I’m coming apart

Coming apart when you are gone

I hate to admit my heart isn’t very strong

When it comes to you I fail miserably

When all I want is for you to love and have faith in me


My Inadequacies

 

Sometimes I feel so bad inside

I can’t keep out my foolish pride

If I could have you with me here

I think I could better calm my fear

Fear of pushing you away

Fear of losing you more each day

Fear that is nestled deep in my heart

Fear that makes me feel like I’m coming apart

Coming apart when you are gone

I hate to admit my heart isn’t very strong

When it comes to you I fail miserably

When all I want is for you to love and have faith in me

 

 

PERFECTION

 

You don’t have to be perfect, to be perfect for me

All your imperfections are why I love you, you see

I’ve said it before and I’ll say it again

Your imperfections are perfect for me my friend.

 

I love the way you hunger for edification

Like a sponge you soak up information

Striving to be and know all you can

You are such a special man.

 

Even though you live with tremendous pain

You always look to help others without gain.

For friends you hold them all so dear

You help them always and keep them near.

 

I know your heart is filled with love

It is your gift from up above

Just a look in your eyes and I can tell

Just why in love with you I fell.

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