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Southern Vixen's blog: "Poetry"

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Original Poetry III

There Are Days

 

There are days when I don’t want out of bed

All I can feel is heartbreak and dread

The world around me is hardened, depraved

Someone please help me to get through unscathed.

 

People don’t care about much anymore

They break tender hearts and then keep the score

But when you think back on the ways things were

You realize it’s like living in a world with a curse.

 

I wish I could go to a place no one would find

I think I could live there without missing my kind

My only little corner of the world as they say

A place where I’m happy each and every day.


Come

 

Come to me and lay a while

Just being with you makes me smile

Wrap your arms around me dear

And close your eyes; let’s disappear

 

Disappear to a world where only we live

A place full of the love and happiness we give

A place we can become one for just a moment

Shutting out all the pain and torment

 

Just hold me close and don’t let me go

To feel you here is worth more than you know

To smell your scent on my pillow and sheet

Would be so inconceivable yet so complete

 

So come to my bed and lay with me

Let me make you feel what life can be

Even if it’s just for a very short time

I can be yours and you can be mine


Determined

 

I guess I’m determined to take your sun

To make you hate me, to make you run

Run from me and protect your heart

I feel we were doomed straight from the start

 

No matter what I say or do

I just can’t get things right with you

I miss your essence with me in bed

As thoughts of you fill my head

 

I love you so much it hurts inside

Where you’re concerned I have no pride

For you I would do anything its true

I don’t want to exist without you

 

So yes determined is what I am

Determined to by your side forever stand

To love you completely to love you true

That is what I’m determined to do

 


Have Faith

 

I have faith in what you tell me

I believe in what you say

I honor you every chance, you see

Every hour of every day

 

Because my love for you is stronger

Than any I have ever had

I will make this love last longer

Through the good and the bad

 

If you will trust me as I trust you

Our future will be bright and new

Our love will be tried and true

Have faith is what we need to do.


My Feelings For You

 

I know you say you love me

And it really warms my heart

But you are never here you see

And so I fall apart

 

I know you’ve said you don’t feel well

And I don’t doubt that is true

All I know is it feels like hell

The way I’m missing you

 

I believed and took to heart when you said

I’m the only one with whom you can talk

And that you’d always be beside me in bed

But around you on egg shells I seem to walk.

 

I’m scared to tell you how I feel

For my fear it tells me to stay clear

And not to push you until you heal

From all that has transpired this year

 

I hurt for you in the middle of the night

When all is dark and I can’t sleep

There are no sounds, all is quiet

As thoughts of you in my mind do creep.

 

I think of all the things that we

Talked about in the fall

I wonder if you still think of me

Or if I enter your mind at all

 

You used say Hii beautiful

Each time you came online

Now you barely answer me

You never have the time

 

But I will always be here

Waiting on my turn to be

To be the one you want to be near

Just like I used to be


I miss you…

 

 

I miss you…

 

Especially at night when the darkness comes

In the silence of the house, the coldness of my bed

I miss your essence flowing over me;

Ushering my spirit unto you

It’s like you are there…

Loving arms keeping me warm;

Keeping me safe

 

I love the way the bed is warm

As if your body has been there next to me

I love the smell of you on the sheets

Even though it’s just an allusion

 

You and I, we are not as different as some may think

For we are of one heart, one mind

Our souls long for the same things

Truth, honesty, and acceptance

 

Our insecurities are apparent in our words.

I long to take care of you; take away the pain

Take away the anguish I see and feel in your words

They are like a tidal wave

Tugging on my heart; breaking it with each syllable

If only there was something I could do for you

 

But you are not here

You are thousands of miles away

Living your life

Sharing it with others

I hope you are happy

Hope you are well because

I can’t bear to think of you alone,

Bearing the pain with no one to comfort you

 

I miss you….

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