Smooth Creamy's blog: "Opening My Eyes!"

Is it too soon to love you Why do I believe it's perfect Could it be I'm scared to take a chance I Think that we are moving too fast Yesterday you said some things to me That made it plain for me to see And now I do believe That there's a chance for you and me Elated I would be, If it became reality I'll put away all my fears, cause fate has brought us here Is it too soon to love you When I just met you the other day Why do believe it's perfect Enspired by all the things you say Could it be I'm scared to take a chance It's just a few days but I'm open wide Or maybe I should take my time I think where moving fast but I want you bad My mind is telling me one thing But my body says another I wanna be your lover It's hard to figure out In the back of my mind there's so much doubt Why do I look for clues When there's no reason to question you It's only natural I Just gotta wait and see Will we ever be

Karma leaves no story untold, What i did to you been paid back tenfold!!! Doesnt make sense to continue this charade, when you have intention on returning the love I gave. I love you mor than the air i breathe, but blinded,you cant see its you that i need... They say love is a lesson learned, I've been taught one to remember!!!!! It is clear to me, as clear as day, your love indeed has gone astray!!!! So sad for me your love had to depart, and its crystal clear i no longer hold the key to your heart! J.D.~8/2007

Today, July 2, 2007, Monday morning 9:39 am. Isnt Love supposed to feel good? shouldn't it uplift your spirits, keep you floating on a cloud,shouldnt there be a song in your heart, and cherrished memories in your mind to recall when the other is not around. What do you feel when you fall out of love? Is your spirit dragging on the ground, has the music stopped playing, and the memories you have are nightmares you want to forget? How do you stop the tears from falling. And if the music stopped playing how can you start it again. What if the person you dedicate your song to, no longer wishes to dance with you. What is a soul to do...