"My Only Option"
Do I have sign upon my forehead which reads,"Here is the joke of everyone's life"? I feel like I am all alone even though there are those who care for me. Wishing so many timesI had never been born.
Asking myself everyday why it is I continue on in a life I seem to be unwantedin. Listening to the people around me always saying how worthless I am, Only seems to add to this depression I suffer from.
Wondering why it is I was ever put onto this earth if I am so useless and such a burdon unto so many. I can not seem to ever do anything right at all, yet only fail as a man, a son and as a human being.
There are days when the only thing I ask for, is only to die so everyone can be so much better off. Fro I know not all of them actually care what it is or how I feel. So just maybe, death is my only option left.
James Page
3/15/2009
11:44pm
