Today I walked a long road,
Listening to the voices in my head
telling me what i did was so wrong
The burden tight as a noose around my neck
the weight heavy on my shoulders
My tears silent within a dying heart
Yesterday, stained with shame
and a fury diseased cancer
tearing me apart
And i did not know where to go
Tomorrow knows no releif from torment
Pain etched into my dirty face
with horror in my eyes i reach
and hope to unburden my soul
But i know, nothing will come
with chains and leaden wieghts
dragging in the dirt.