You know it's bad when I have to go to my profile to listen to all of my favorite songs because of the mood I am in. I thought last night that just being out of the house was a good thing in itself. I got to see a really great friend that I haven't seen in months, and that was what I knew I needed. It's bad even when SHE notices the change in my own husband. Now, I have noticed a change in him, but it wasn't something that took time to do. This happened pretty gradually. I guess when you and your spouse work in the same workplace it's bound to put a damper on your relationship. I knew it was a bad idea to go there where he was to work, but we all know my fear of driving (which once you know me and understand my paranoia you'll understand more) I won't drive.
I know that I am capable of doing what I have to do but when it will come to driving, that won't happen anytime soon. Especially where there are four lane roads/highways. Ok 4:30 will come bright and early so I am getting off of here. Nite....
