DJ KREEP's blog: "on my mind"

I am so tired of feeling like I have to constantly fight to keep the girl that I love with all my heart. Its tearin me up and I have no idea what to do about it. I cant seem to get thru to her that I love her with all my being and at times I wonder if she feels the same way. Anybody that hits on me, they are told right upfront to read my profile cause it says that I am happily taken. Sometimes it is just too much for me to deal with.

I have been thinkin hard lately because my significant other keeps telling me that I am guarding myself. I do not think this is true. Things are going fairly well between us and I dont understand why she thinks this. I have not been any different towards her lately, nor do I want to be. I love her with all my heart and she means the world to me. That will never change.