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On My Grown Woman

Goin into the '07 I figured I try to do some things different. Not that I'm not happy with myself,trust I have no regrets, I just realized that looking back on some situations there were some things that I could have handled in a different manner, but like my mom says and the infamous quote goes "You live and you learn". The end of 05 and beginning of 06 were some good times...I mean college life was great. Yeah classes got the best of me resulting in me taking a semester off, but it was still great. Living on campus isn't as bad as some make it out to be, but I guess if you know your roomate it's cool, but its even better if they leave second semester and you end up with the room to yourself. But aside from that I made some friends, made some memories, and had some wonderful times. The bf situation had its highs and its low but thankfully the good outweighed the bad majority of the time(I still love my boo. And doubt if I'll find another like him). Anyways, things didn't get rocky until it was time to move back to Bluefield to stay. Me being the physical person that I am couldn't stand the whole long distance relationship situation so we ended that peacefully so that we could both do our own things...We still talk and still got love for one another but its just separated by five and a half hours. Then I get back here and realize once again why I try not to get involved with the niggas here...Most of them ain't about nothin. The other majority have kids, and the rest are hoes and they've already been with at least 2 of your friends so that makes for good conversation with your girls lol... At one point in time I made up my own rules of dating and my number one rule was: never date a baby daddy regardless of his situation with his B.M. reason being that no matter how happy and in love you and him maybe she will always be in the picture, and whose to say that they won't get back together for the baby's sake. But since I've been here of course that rule went out the window making me vulnerable to the stress and heartache that I have avoided all this time. I said hey you'll never know if you don't give it a try and I tried and of course I started feelin dude and low and behold its been about 2 weeks since we've spoken. I don't know whats goin on so for now its whateva...Brush it of and keep steppin. Anyways, my main objective for the big 07 is to maintain my focus...Think like a nigga to avoid gettin hurt like a bitch...Make school my number one priority cause while most people are sitting around thinking about how they're gonna get out, I'm already workin on my plan...Stay two steps ahead of everybody so that I can help those who desire help and laugh at those who doubt me and my goals. Lastl, just live laugh and love...Enjoy each day that I'm blessed with love my friends and family and the whole love and relationship thing...I'll let all that find me...
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