I dont think i could ever express how much of an idiot i feel half the time for still loving all the people who have hurt me in my life.Most people are able to walk away and just forget them not me i still tlk to them,cry about what they put me through,and forgive them like its nothing.But the truth is it is something it still hurts to look at the ones who said i love you then walked away,it still hurts to know that everything was all a lie and that i never meant that much to those who told me they love me.I walk around with not a broken heart but a broken soul,a broken spirit.im broken and everytime i repair myself i fall to pieces again.does this mean im not strong?does it mean im a weak person?I've been thru so much in such a short time that i've lost me,i've lost my happiness,the love i used to have for myself.its all gone it disappeared.Im supposed to take care of others but yet i cant even take care of myself.
