Ok i have had this dream many times over but never had it woke me up til tonight and when i say i have had it many times over i mean the EXACT same dream. In the dream I am talking to my bf he hugs me and walks away. For some reason I start hunting for him and i cant ever find him then all of a sudden when i find him he is with this girl whom he had been seeing behind my back. In the dream i fight him and manage to MAKE him come home with me and forbid him to see her again. But the strange part is that I can feel the pain im feeling in the dream i mean really feel it. Yes he did cheat once before but we are working past that and i have moved on past it. It just doesnt make any sense to me am i subconciously not trusting him like i want to or what is up with it. I forgave him and i know i cant forget it but this dream is aggravating the shit out of me.
And then there is this other dream where i can see myself being molested ( i was as a child) i can even feel what is happening. It wakes me up and the other night i woke up in tears with my bf holding me nothing more then just holding me. When i fell back asleep i stared dreaming it again. This time when i woke up it was because i had hit the person who was touching me in the dream so i asked the bf if i had hit him and he said i had. I have never hit anyone because of a dream and i felt and still feel awful over it.i dreamed that dream for two nights then i started having the previous dream about the bf cheating. I think im loosing my mind.
and before anyone says that it means i think he is NO i dont think that i know he likes to look at women on here who no offense to anyone act like whores but i KNOW without a doubt that is as far as he takes it. And you may be asking how i know he isnt cheating....simple...he works from 9pm to 4am 3 nights a week...he rides to work with my uncle there for i know he isnt doing anything and the days he isnt working he is here sleeping from being tired from work or he is right with me. anyways if anyone has a clue about what these mean please fill me in.
