once again i have been raked over the coals. but thats seems to be my life i guess. so i have came to realize i need to become an uncaring witch that is a user and abuser. get what i can i roll out. i am so sick of my son getting attached to someone just for them to leave us. his heartache isn't worth it. nor is mine. so i just need to get back to the jen i use to be and do what i do. maybe then if i treat guys like a bag of butt they will stay. or when they go home on leave and a girl hits on them they might say oh i have a girl at home. but nooooooooooo they think with there heads instead of there brains. screw jen lets just break her heart and her sons. screw that. no more!!!!!!!! i am now and forever going to be one of these bitch females that use men to get what they want and move on to the next.