i can smile if you want me to
tell jokes and dance
that won't make really make either of us happy
i can cry if i have to
scream obscenities and stomp my feet
that won't really change a damn thing
i can pray to gods i don't believe in
seeking forgiveness and strength
that won't make me any more able to handle this
i can think about you
talk about you and dream about you
that won't make me any more yours, or you mine
~sinamynlee