ALLRIGHT
my sister called me on my bullshit so I have to clarify..
she read my blog and told me that I am full of it. Maybe she is right lol...
Im sounding just a little too coldhearted says she. Im not really that bad...
and look the b.o.b stuff is just a joke..I swear! (she is going to tell my mother lmao)
Truth is that nothing takes the place of basic human contact does it? I like the strength of a man, the warmth and the smell of a man..goodness I like everything about them ;) lmao
But to say I havent been so fortunate in meeting a quality one would be a vast understatement. Not that I havent had more than my share of dates, but the dating pool is kinda, um...shallow
Looks are not everything, neither is money..its just a bad time for this kind of thing. Since the last break up which ended badly...lol Ive been thinking of moving...maybe going back to school...moving in another direction entirely with my life. It isnt even that I dont want to meet anyone...what I really hate is the thought of what happened to me before, happening again..
Running away? maybe
I dont know...
Im just feeling alot of unresolved feelings and not coping too well in it, piling on the work to distance myself from it and anyone new would be lost inthe fray anyhow..
Then what the hell do I want out of CT??? lmao well just what everyone else wants..hehe the chance to look at some interesting people.
why not?
