5585211's blog: "oh well"

There have been a bunch of people i have met on here and good or bad they all wonder why i act the way i do on here, well here it goes. I have been through alot in my life that some of you know a little, but most dont know. I have been the outcast in my family all my life because my moms family didnt like my dad and my dads family didnt like my mom so i got shit on my whole life. Then when i finally thought i found someone that finally treated me decent and found out that she cheated on me the whole time we was together. Then i got into town one night and went to visit my dad and tell him i was back in town and my brother was there and because of a stupid reason, we started fighting and i told him i wished he was never born, then two days later he fell asleep on his way home from work and didnt make it. Well losing him made me realize that life is short, i decided i wanted to start having kids, well that went ok and had a few more. Then me and their mother finally divorced and i have them now and they resent me for not staying with their mother. Then i ended up meeting another girl and things went great, we even had a little one on the way. Well things happened and he was born way to early and only lived a little under an hour and a half, we buried him a few days later. We werent the same after that and drifted apart. And those are just some of the main reasons i am the man i am today. I appreciate what i have and the friends ive made along the way and will take a bullet for them, and thats not an exageration, ive had guns pulled on me for friends before. But basically, i dont give a fuck about hurting peoples feelings that deserve it. I give friends and family my all. I can be your best friend or your worst enemy, just keep that in mind when you approach me. Well, enough ranting, have fun all