I just realized something else.. wow I'm doing just great today on that. I am on the net on the time, to have a social life that i can't have locally. But the thing is, if i have a problem, who's there for me, if i need advice who's there for me... I'm all on my fuckin own, I guess I'll just keep letting the tears roll down as i pat myself on the back trying to assure myself everything will be ok.. HAHAHAHAH YEA THAT DOESN'T FUCKIN WORK. that' relieved only about 2 % of my damn stress woohoo!!! go me for helping my fuckin self.. one step up to being independent.. hah what the fuck ever
