Wire Roses's blog: "Oddities"

Sitting along in the dark. I wonder why im here. maybe its to meet someone. maybe its to loss someone. Maybe its both.... To find the fates. The ones who seems to cut the cord way to early. Then i will loss not one but all 9 lives.. Why is it? That life seems to meaningless unless you loss your Social Security Number? That number seems to drive people Insane and sane at the same time.. Well in this darkness. I seen things which the boogie man is even afraid of!!! Yet I still sit here and keep watching. Not scared! But some how in comfort. I giggle to myself. Wondering whats else is here, I get up. Not sure what thing would bump into or I come across. but i still walk away. Leaving my body behind. Not realizing it. I keep walking. Finding out the darkness holds more for me then anything else. So i head deeper... Feeling this drive I turn left. Finding a set of stairs. Up or down I ask myself self. Looking down and up to see what i might see. I think down.. Its full of darkness. When i start to walk down the stairs. I hear a faint call. My name i thought it was. But who knows im here? why would they know? And why would they care? So I stop to listen a again. Its sounded like my spirted guide. Ed. Hes was saying something about a Book.... Hes runs up to me and hands me a book. Looking at the out side, it looks very plain. whats this for Ed!! Hes says, Its your dreams and fears. But why do i need it Ed? Just open it... So i open it and saw something... WHAT!?!?!?!?! Ed is this some trick? Nope he said.. Looking down at the pages... It was a picture of me. Why is there only a picture? Cuase you are your own... WELL YOUR YOU OWN DREAMS AND FEARS!!!!!

Light flicking against the cold night… The shadows dancing about the room… Time seems to be standing still… What does this mean…? Its means the time is coming near… Where the door of faith will be open… Showing you the light… Lights are the candles in a far away distance… Trying to get up to dance with them… Tracing their every move… Falling deep and deep into the trance… Going so deep your breath seems to stop… Heart beating in rhythm of the flicking candles… Hearing voice from above… Far away and faint... Can’t make them out… Scared, you try to break free… Cant for some reason… Then you remember what brought you here… The candle light… The light’s…

With time as old as tales… The secret of life have been forgotten… Working hard thru the night… Sounds of metal echoes in the air… Sparks flying all around… The hammers seem to weigh more… The heat of the forge and sweat… Fill the night air… Night seems to be the best time to work harder… No one to come ask for stuff… Bothering you while there is work to be done… Where the item you are making… Comes to the end… Pales of water are sitting nearby… Steam of water and heat gathers around… As you cool to metal down to check it… Finding ways… To make it work… Why?? To proved what… That the work pays for its self in the end… Knowing the time old secret… Age old secret… The forge and you become one…

Within the fire.. somethings calls for me... something with in the flames.. Stalking around it like a pray.. I feel the call coming stronger.. I can feel my clothing fading away.. as I slowly move within the flames.. the heat covers me like a mothers arms.. feeling the music within the flames.. I start to dance.. body moving free within the heat.. not being burned or hurt.. I close my eyes and listen and move thru out.. the fire glowing over my sweaty body.. It seems i been dancing with the flames for many moons... I cant seem to stop... the flames licking at me.. slowly the flames slow down.. it seems the dance is over.. the fire dies into hot coals.. tired and sweaty.. I fell asleep.. *whispers* thanks for the dance.. fire god...!

What is this oddities??? its called Humans.. they hide there real safes away.. but why? why not stand out of the blanket of blank masks? Well I dont have a mask i live behind... Instead I walk thru life as a ghost... Humans not seeing me as who i am but a faceless person.. I have aways hated the masks... I have a face. I have eyes. My eye's will tell you all you need to know about me, If you only look... My heart will tell you of whats been and to come.. My Body is broken and soul has been shattered... but still I keep pushing thru the masks. To see if i can Help anyone, anyone!!!! brake thru this lies and masks... There is a saying i love... Not sure where it came from.. Time to follow the crowd and dance there dance is over... Brake free, Shred that mask, and awake the truth!! The truth is... YOUR ALIVE AND NOT A PUPPET... but like i said on my main page... Im a Slave.. can be nothing more... But i have never said whats my master will is.. So drop that mask and become a odditie of the Human race...