Jenna's blog: "life"

Yessterday was like deja vu from three yrs ago around this time, then on the 1st Nov it's all ended with crying an more crying. I got a call from my mother -law about her father my husbands grandfather, not doing so good!! Something we all knew was coming with the way he was deteriorating instead of getting better. his body is just too weak to hold himself up anymore, so hospice is gunna step in an help take care of him while my husbands grandmother get set up to go on dialysis because her kidneys are to small for her body. this is all to familiar with how my Grandfather was, hospice came to help out an one month later he was gone....IDK that this is the case with Dick, but know that having the same feeling over again isnt something I care for but it is unavoidable. it's numbing and I have to put on a show so that I dont disrupt my girls' way of life, I have to pretend that nothing is wrong, because my husband doesnt know yet, this will destroy him, his is very close to his grandfather. everything in his world b4 me and our girls was about his grandfather, they always did things together.