Well today is today and yesterday well yesterday needs to burn in hell.Yeah I have accepted the fact that I love what I shouldn't and that in order for the beast to protect itself too be both have to move towards separate distinct endings.Currently my ending isn't quite as fulfilling as theirs appears to be but rarely has mine been great.LoL This is a pain that will eventually go away and be replaced but for now Im just going to indulge it, use it, warp it into the reason to keep changing and mold the hope that some how I can be deemed worthy, untainted.That eventually pain will cease and tears will dry and Im offered a hand to stop begging at their feet............
