FIRST I FOUND OUT THAT MY OTHER HALF HAS STARTED SMOKING AGAIN. I ASKED HIM WHEN DID HE START AND HE NEVER ANSWERED ME. THEN I TRIED TO CALL HIS CELL PHONE TO TELL HIM ABOUT THE UPDATE ON THE BENOIT FAMILY AND THE PHONE WAS OFF. HE NEVER TURNS THE PHONE OFF. I DONT REALLY KNOW HOW MUCH MORE I SHOULD TAKE FROM HIM. I REALLY CARE AND LOVE HIM. BUT I CANT TAKE THE LIES AND NOW HIDING THINGS FROM ME. I WILL GIVE HIM A CHANCE TO TELL ME WHY HE IS DOING THAT. IF HE WONT TELL ME THEN I AM JUST GONNA FIND ANOTHER PLACE TO LIVE. GIVE HIM SPACE TO FIGURE OUT WHAT HE WANTS. I HAVE BEEN THRU WAY TOO MUCH IN MY PAST TO GO THRU IT ALL OVER AGAIN. I DESERVE BETTER THAN WHAT HE IS GIVING ME. I WILL KEEP YOU ALL UPDATED ON WHAT IS GOING ON. TY
