SuNsHiN3DaZzL3's blog: "not around much"

I have been busy alot lately..and tired. Not sure if somethings wrong with me..physically or just that I dont sleep much.  Anyways.. I have not felt like being on here much.  When I am on here.. I sit and wonder ,,why?

I have maybe 3 who really give a damn about me.  Those who I got added to my family..I wonder why? Yes..at one time they cared..and talked to me..but as of lately.. barely many do.

I guess I am burnt out on here.  Why come to a place..where you can be replaced as a friend so easily?

I guess I come back..for those very few who do care..

I can only take so much though.. and I am about to that point.

Its bad enough..hardly anyone talks much. I barely get rated much..orloved on any.  WTF do you have to do to get attn on here? I have seen humungous cows even get attn. Maybe its the fact I dont freakin talk dirty to you.. or show you what you want.

If thats what it takes.. then so be it.. I will just delete .