Well I guess I can only say NOBODY fucks you over like family.... No matter how much you do for them....
I have always helped anyone in my family that I can.... I would give the shirt off my back if someone in my family needed it.... I have and would fight for my family.... I might even kill for my family.... I know if it came to someone doing something to one of my children I would kill someone.... I would and have given the last dollar to my name to someone in my family....
I recently found out that my cousin, whom I have done alot for is wanting to fuck me over in a bad way.... I own a $1,600 camera, with 2 lenses that are worth about another $1,000 between the two of them.... He is planning on trying to steal it!!!! What the FUCK is up with that?!?! I mean he knows that is my life.... But I guess one would have to know and understand that this is a person who has always stole shit from people, including me.... It was always over looked, yeah I always said something to him about the shit he stole.... Of course he tried telling me that I "gave" it to him, so I dropped it.... Me being the type of person who dont like to fight with family.... I mean thats not how family is supposed to be.... If it were anybody else, I would not hesitate to kick their ass, and never do a dam thing for them again....
I have made the decision to cut off all ties with him, just like I did his mom for the same kind of shit.... I havent talked to his mom for almost 3 years.... Im just going to tell him that I know and I want him to just stay the fuck away from me.... It's really fucked up that I have to be that way towards FAMILY.... But I have to look out for me and mine.... And that camera is my LIFE....
