Im not even sure why i let him in,
When he simply hurt me again,
We had things going so well,
But I said something I shouldnt have,
But it feels good that the secret is out,
That its no longer weighing on my shoulders,
I really hated what I did to you when it first began,
But after awhile,
I didnt even care,
I knew it would hurt you when you found out,
Just exactly what I did,
So why did I stop caring?
Maybe because you left me not once,
but twice,
For the two people that hurt you the most.
So im left with these questions on my mind,
Ones that will never fade,
I guess its true what they say about me,
That if love were really forever, Im a winner at a losing game.
