I've been doing some thinking for the past few hours... (I know, that's dangerous, but hey, I do think about things sometimes!!!) LOL
Anyway, as everyone else does, I have some faults ... some I'm not very proud of and some that do nothing but hurt others, no matter how hard I try to keep those faults out of things, they still rise up and hurt...
Recently, one of those faults rose up and hurt someone I care about... For this, I've apologized over and over again. Yes, I know, saying your sorry only does so much ... but I also know that all I can do now, is to prove how sorry I am ... and for what I've done, and for the person I care about, I will do everything in my power to prove it.
I can only hope that the person that I've hurt, reads this and understands how hard it was for me to type this out for all to see... I also hope they realize just how sorry I am ... and someday, they will forgive me.
So you see my friends, I'm not perfect, no one is ... but I also know that when I've made a mistake, I will admit to it and try everything and anything I can, to rectify that mistake....
I know I will get questions about what mistake I've made, who I hurt, and all that kind of stuff, but as most of my friend's know, I will not give out any information to anyone ... the only ones that will know about what the mistake was and who was hurt, are me and the person involved... I only typed this out to get this off my chest and to try and get some comfort within myself...
