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Nikki's blog: "Passion"

created on 11/11/2008  |  http://fubar.com/passion/b258738
No more tears,no more pain,no more darkness.The blood on the knife glistens from the moonlight as it taunts me reminding me of all the pain i suffered at your hand for so long.No more pain no tears no more darkness.Your cold,unwelcoming lifeless body lays on the bed next me so quiet so peaceful but yet painful.Once long ago I desired you,I craved your attention,I craved you till you let your demons out.My pain and suffering put a dent in my heart and put a smile on your face.I made you a promise long ago and I kept it.I sit here in the silence of your death contemplating the end of my existence nothing seems real anymore im lost in your hell and cannot find the door out.No more tears,no more pain ,no more darkness I need the light but its so far out of my reach.I've ended your life just as you did mine,I made you feel all my pain and all my suffering as i twisted the knife deeper in your chest.I've gone numb feeling no regret,no pain and no darkness.I lay my head down and pray one last prayer "I pray for those who love me and those who have given up on hope and those who still pray for the pain and suffering to stop" TheFuneral I watch from above as my friends and family stand over my coffin and remember the good times they had with me.My sister stands and says I have a few words to say about my sister ."She was the light of everyones life,when she smiled she lit up a room,when she touched your hand you felt her love for you.She never gave up on anyone,she loved till she could love no more,she gave all of herself 100% of the time.She was my bestfriend and nothing in this world will ever bring her back to me but its ok.I know that she's not really gone.She's just taking a break." I watch as they give their respects some standing numb and almost lifeless as others cry and show their pain.Finally for me there are no tears,no more pain and no more darkness.
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