I dont' really know whats up with life right now. I'm doing pretty good in life for once good house , good job, great music but shit still dont feel right. I feel basically lost in life with no where to turn i feel like i'm trapped at this point when i need to keep it movin. I feel i lost everyone who i feel i can confide in. Theres no one left i feel i can really talk to openly about things and feel comfortable. I dont feel like I have family and mosyt of my friendships are starting to feel like obligations it seems like everyone always wants something from me weather ( i know wrong spelling but i'm lettign it ride) it be a favor for me to do for them or they can't do shit on their own adn they instantly look towards me even though usally i feel they can do it without me. I dont know where my happiness is but i know i'll find it again i'm jsut starting to wonder where and how. these problems will soon fade but then more will emerge well i got to go back to work now peace out bitches.
