I got big dreams I can never let go.
I got big dreams to be the best on top the flow.
I got big dreams of traveling the world and testin out the best green.
I was born april 21st just one day too late. Born to a mother who is far from great. Ever since then I never knew who my father was now or then. Raised in an old school way by my grandparents back in the day. Ever since then I've been lookin for some miricale and I aint talkin about maynaise. Back then you could catch me on the black top ballin it up or out on the feild kickin the ball around. Find me wearin my clothes backwards in third grade. I got Kris Kross to blame for that. Ever since I can remember I've been dreamin of bigger houses with better day's. Always wishin my mom and dad would be there being the ones to give me praise.
Always dreamin of biger houses with name brand clothes. Wishin mom and dad where there to watch me gro. Wonderin why everybody I know has a normal family. Always tryin to leave my house and go over there. Tryin to be part of someone else's family and not mine. Cause I dont know who mine really is.
Made it out of elmentary school still doing good as far as what the old ones are sayin. Still wondering why pops never wrote and why mom would never follow thru on what she promised. I'm getin to be older now. But still not understanding what the truth is. No one at home would tell me a thing about my folks. Always in the back of my mind I'm wonderin why they left me like this. But it's the only thing I've ever known since I was brought home. Leaving me with this feelin of always being so alone. These poeple who are raising me cant be part of my family, there completly different than me. So I cant really call them the fam. The ones that really are the closest to me are my friends. So I call them my fam.
Always dreamin of biger houses with name brand clothes. Wishin mom and dad where there to watch me gro. Wondering why everybody I know has a normal family. Always tryin to leave my house and go over there. Tryin to be part of someone elses family and not mine. Cause I dont know who mine really is.
Finally old enough to realize a couple little things. I'm startin to find out on my own why my life is the way it is. It aint no lie it aint my fault at all. But I still got all this stress on my shoulders. it's a weight I've been tryin to left off my whole life. It's never an easy thing to deal with, when both your parents leave you as a kid. But it's ok I made it through high school on the first try. Thats when sht got real fucked up. I thought going to college in the fall would be the right thing for me to do. I barley made it through the summer. It was one big stunna. I lost three beautiful girls, that meant so much to me. Two went to heaven and one to another man. Then late one night I got a call from mom. Thats when I realized why my life must be the way it is.
Always wondered why everbody had a normal life far from mine. now I know why i gots mine. forever from now till the end I'm glad I got mine. Family are who you make them and I'm glad I got mine.
always wondered why everybody had a normal life far from mine. Now I know why I gots mine. Forever from now till the end I'm glad I got mine. Family are who you make them and I'm glad i got mine.
Always wondered why everybody had a normal life far from mine. Now I know why I gots mine. Forever from now till the end I'm glad I got mine. Family are who you make them and I'm glad I got mine.
