Well, after Sunday, I have a new outlook on life. I am VERY thankful I am alive.
Sunday morning I was on my way to work when I hit a patch of ice on the interstate and rolled my company pickup. I was wearing my seatbelt thank god. It was the scariest thing I have ever been thru in my life. I could have been seriously hurt! I walked away with bumps, scrapes, and bruises. If I would have rolled another time, I probably would have been seriously hurt or even killed.
That nite, I was laying there, dozed off, and I had an image of a truck smashing into something. I woke with a start and jumped out of bed, scared as shit. That's when it hit me. I sat and cried, thinking I could have left my daughter motherless. I really truely believe in angels now. My son Mattie was up there looking out for me and Melissa that day. I now realize that every day is a gift, you never know when you might not be here anymore. I plan to live my life to its fullest. I want to love with everything I have. I have so much I need to do before my time. I need to tell the people I love that I DO love them, more often.
So, to each and everyone of you, I love you. Wether it be in a "in love" way, friendship love, family love, I LOVE YOU.
And Mattie, Mommy loves you, and thanks you for reaching out and keeping me safe so I can be here to raise your sister. I can't wait to see you again so I can hug you and kiss you and thank you. =)
