ok takeing over a new leave so read if u want but dont bitch i didnt tell u
first forget the whole shy nice part cause that im not gonna be next remember u dont know me and most likely will never know me the way u want to...do not say u love me if u dont and dont pretend u do i can tell when its a fake ... dont say what u dont mean ... dont try to fill my head with bullshit.... and just because u want me does not mean i want u and just because im nice doesn't mean i wanna hook up ..... i don't belong to u or anyone else for that matter .... and more then likely it will stay that way dont message me and say is this blog meant for me cause i will be a bitch and say yes .. if u like me or hate me just say so im no mind reader and i chose not to become one .... i chose to be ur friend i didnt have to and i sure as hell dont need fake ones... what i do is my business no one else unless i chose to share and at this point i dont......u have no ideal what im thinking or feeling or what kind of shit runs thro my head so dont act like u do.... if i wanna share i will at my own time not urs ....i was just find alone in my own world and have no problems staying there ...... dont compare me to others cause im nothing like them and if ur so obsessed with other ppl that u feel the need to talk about them all the time then go find them and leave me alone im no ones rebound or temp or fwb or anything else i am human words and actions do hurt and do leave a mark even if u dont think so i bleed i cry i feel pain and i feel anger just like everyone else i may forgive but i dont forget i will remember everything u have said and done and i only give a small percent of chances before i say fuck off ... and it stays like that..... i wont answer any messages tomorrow i will be home but i will not be online so if there is anything u wanna say then yim me if u have it of message me on fubar or on yahoo mail shylilly_665@yahoo.com
thats all thanks
shy/jenn
