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Started a new injectable replacing the bi-weekly Humira with a weekly Enbral. At first it seemed like the Humira was going to according to early indications but it may had more to do aith the weather, who know? All I know is the pain is at a constant level that has me getting out of bed as little as possible and praying that it will end soon. My outlook isn't very hopeful right now and could use a little encouragement. I take enough morphine a day to knock most ppl out (120mg+) and it barely keeps the edge off the pain so I'm not screaming all the time. And to make matters worse, the morphine makes it difficult to sleep! I get 2 -4 hrs a day average and if I'm lucky an extra 2hr nap. It's like it won't let me sleep untill I'm exhausted and then when the edge of the exhaustion is off 2hrs later I wake up again.
I wish something would happen so that I can do some work even if it's here at home. The financial strees is really getting to my wife and feel like I'm just a great burden to her that she shouldn't have to deal with. Keep her in your prayers also.
About the only time I don't feel the pain as much is when my mind is occupied doing something else such as reading or playing FuMafia. So thank you all for taking time with me to teach me how to play and chatting with me in the turfs. You don't realize it but you're the best medicine I've got. Love you ppl (h)
