I will never know
myself till I am all alone
I will never be
anything as this me
A fake, A fruad
Who I am just feels all wrong
I need a place
To run and hide
where no one knows my face
I'll start new this time
No more pretending
that everythings all right
no more pain
I'm forced to hide
I can be just me
I'll finally be free
Too bad it is only real in my dreams.
