.....Finally coming to terms, all one way streets sooner or later must come to an end, allowing a relation to be one-sided only lends itself to spoiling beyond recognition, much less acknowledgment. I can neither find fault nor regret the actions or emotions expressed from the relation found at hand. Nor will I ever speak harsh towards her and her actions, as I’m at fault for allowing it to be one-sided, being consumed by the attention both given and received. Playing with a double standard of the attention that was demanded beyond seeing eyes, and that to which was visual, can only proclaim disappointment and discourage.
.....Either by chance or fate slapping me in the face with reality, I came across this little quote:
Never make someone your priority,
when they only make you an option!
Forgive me for liking you too much,
And I'll forgive you for not liking me enough.
Forgive me for missing you so,
And I'll forgive you for being so cold.
Forgive me for the loud racing of my heart,
And I'll forgive you for not hearing it.
Forgive me for playing your games, catering to your desires,
And I'll forgive you for overlooking mine.
Forgive me for finding you so attractive,
And I'll forgive you for not noticing.
Forgive me for raising you up so high,
And I'll forgive you for shunning me with misunderstandings.
Forgive me for wanting to be with you,
And I'll forgive you for avoiding me.
Forgive me for being sympathetic and caring,
And I'll forgive you for your times of tunnel vision and rush.
Forgive me for not being able to let go,
And I'll forgive you for never having latched on.
Forgive me for capturing time just for you,
And I’ll forgive you for empty promises.
Forgive me for having hopes and dreams,
And I'll forgive you for ignoring them.
