I remember it like it was yesterday.
Tattoed on my brain.
I thought I had nothing to lose.
And so much to gain.
I was in my own world .
Was it love?
Or in lust I was twirled.
Can't believe it's been over two years.
The first kiss like a dream.
When I close my eyes this appears.
I know we'll only always be friends.
Deep inside, you are still mine.
This I pretend.
But happiness I lack.
Everynight in the dark.
These thoughts.
On my heart leaves a mark.
Wanting and waiting.
Should I let go?
My heart and my head are negating.
A constant struggle with oneself.
But no I'll never let go.
It starts to rip me apart and effect my health.
All the memories are too much to handle.
Your touch, your kiss,
But to my heart your a vandal.
Still I'll never let go.
No never let go.
