Tim's blog: "ramblings of one mans heart "

There are many reasons I choose not to grow up and join reality with the rest of the world. From the time I was born I thought something a bit off . Most of my life just uncomfortable with everything .Yet not knowing why .Its things like this I guess . Take love to me we are born loving all no rhyme or reason we just do we accept people for who they are and see no faults. We soon from there go to this man made view of its reality and truths . Lets take love .We are so willing to tell someone we love them and then say or do something that hurts them . We will say I love you and hand them a drink they could be come addicted we know this going in . We know it eats away the body from in .odd thing to do to someone we claim to love. Lets take looks .We tell someone we love them and we in the same time hand them dope. Or feeding them things that will destroy their looks .yet we say your beautiful and I love you ? Take the idea of Friends and then making judgments about them. ? To me a friend is someone that you love and want to see joy in their eyes all the time . Yet in mans reality is someone we say I love and care for you you’re my bff and then we drag them threw the mud with us .we get them all depressed in our depressions our marriages and get them upset for our own situations .And we look at them and smile you’re my BFF ? Lets take the idea of a the old saying. The other half of my soul. This one gets me . My idea of the other half of my soul is if this person was the other half of my soul. We would love the same things we would believe in the same ideals . We would have the same patterns in all and fit like a glove . Mans reality of this ideal . I love you till you piss me off. I love you till I find something better . I will try my best to be what you want. I love you until we disagree . And for all those things I will love you again after I get over these things and if I said mean or hurtful things I am sorry .True love to me is unconditional  uplifting always giving understanding accepting and without judgment .as its easy not to agree but loving is to understand and to accept as them .true love is just that loving someone for who they are .there is no exceptions for not showing love. If in fact its true .I can agree with the opposite’s attract saying. As it is true .Although I don’t think its smart in my view what happens is. We see something new the way of life as it seems different we don’t know of it so we want to exspericance . So we can say this or that but in reality if a relationship is made from that someone or both are going to have to change who they are to conform to the new life .Once the changes are mid way some decide they don’t like who they became .some decide the person changed from the person they fell in love with . Some stay together and he goes off does his thing she goes off does hers and they roommates’ with a marriage certificate. But most end with hatred and bitter fights that we drag our friends threw. SO I could go on for months with the reasons why I choose not to grow up and join in on societies views of reality.. Just sayn