i dont know how im suspose to feel right now...although im not sure how it happened..a friend of mine..somebody here from fubar appearently passed away 0ct 15th,2008
for some time we'd talk about shot for shot drinking and hanging out but he lived about 45 mins away and i never had gas to do it
he was one of the first friends i made when i joined this site... and i remember talking to him at least twice before i met ryan but my phone got turned off and i stopped playing on fubar...
a few months ago we started chatting again.. then i had not see him on but i added him to myspace...
so today i hopped on myspace and saw one of those status update things which said loved so i went to check out his page and his name had said James Duke 10/13/1973-10/15/2008 with 2 comments saying rip jamie you will be missed...
I never thought id feel so upset over somebody i barely knew...which infact i knew to an extent but i actually cried because at least 2-3 other peoples profiles were saying the same thing...i feel like shit because not only will i never get to talk to him again if he really is gone..but we will never have our shot for shot night
so this is to my dear friend jamie...who was a great guy,a man of many talents,a man who would sit there a b/s with me until the wee-hours of the morning,a man who was taken away from this life all to soon...forgive me my friend for i wasnt able to make it to you sooner.. i jsut hope that they are treating you right where ever you are..
Shot for Shot my friend
DIABLO BLANCO
@ fubar
if i find out how he passed ill probably post one more blog on this for it
